I wish...

When we were little kids, what we did was only play, eat and sleep. That's the most enjoyable moment in our life. No worries, no stress. But somehow, we always wish that we can grow up faster and become an adult, so that we can do something where kids cant. You know, like entering casino, watch 18+ rated movies in cinema, and many more. When we were teenagers, we cant wait to get our driving license and fetch our buddies speeding around the town. Then we move on to our college life, leaving home town for the first time, learn to be independent, make new friends, falling in love and so on. Sounds like the process of growing up is full of excitement and sparkling. But there is a trade off for it. As we grow older, we slowly become another person. What i mean is, we starting to have secrets, we pretend, and we tell lies. I believe everyone of you have your own secrets. I, myself have certain secrets that my parents don't even know about it. Its kinda pathetic when you have no place or no one to speak out something that have been stored for a very long time in your mind. Maybe i just too afraid to tell it out. Coward perhaps, whatever you name it. We can never be as simple as we were little kids anymore. Maybe from another point of view, we can say that having secret is a sign of maturity of mind.

We start to appreciate our kids era only after we had gone through our teenage or adult era. Its sad right? And life doesn't has a second chance. Whatever happens in the past is already history. By the way, if you haven't watch "The Click", watch it. Its a movie in year 2006, i think. It was really a touching and meaningful movie. Strongly recommended.