Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Design of life

Many things happened last week. It all pop into my life just so sudden. I guess most of my friends knew what happened. Sometimes, i was wondering that, is it just mainly coincidence? Or is it a message from god? Why does it had to be on my birthday? Is it the beginning of my bad days? Recently, many things just gone wrong. I fallen sick once i returned from Ipoh. I'm more easily to get depressed, almost had an accident yesterday, endless assignments. I always had a feeling that there is a connection between all these things. I know i shouldn't been thinking all this ridiculous stuff, but i just cant free myself from my conservative mind. Chinese New Year is just around the corner, but I'm still not in new year mood yet. Maybe everything happened so sudden, and i cant just switch on and off my mind like switching television channel. After all, that's the beauty of god 's creation right? To have a human heart, to care for someone, to miss someone and to love someone. I guess i need to be more focus on what I'm doing in future. Life is short and anything can happen. No one can accurately predict what's going to happen tomorrow. We heard this all the time but do we appreciate the true meaning of it? Most of us don't. I understand that experience will make people grow, but trust me, some experience are too pricey to be experienced. Final words, be honest of what you do and no regret.
Lastly, I'm wishing Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends and have prosperous year ahead.