Blog? Diary?

Taiwan was really nice. i miss the people and weather there. And the best thing of all, we can totally forget about all the head-scratching workload. Throughout the 14 days, what we did was wake up, play, eat and sleep. Its like living in a world without worries, and full of happiness. Now everything has come back to normal. Assignment, lectures, fyp and the most worrying thing, job hunting.
Many things had happen recently. And at the same time i also realized something. Someone once told me that blogging is fake and unreal because most of us don't express our real feeling and thoughts in our blog. No doubt, this is true. This is because we care about how people look at us. So we don't show up the evil side of ourselves. I admit that i don't fully express my thoughts in my blog. Because i definitely don't want people to see the bad characteristics of mine, and even worse, spread it around my friends. But this doesn't mean that its totally a lie. We just filter out something and maybe add in some salt and sugar so that everyone can enjoy reading it. Just like a film maker, when it says "This is based on true story", it doesn't mean that it is 100% based on true story. Maybe some people will fully express themselves in their blog. For these people, i truly respect them. Its their decision to make their blog private or public. After all, blog is something like a digital diary. Its your right to do whatever u want with it, so no hard feelings about it :)
Celebrated my birthday with my fellow coursemates last week. So sorry for not bringing any luck to you guys in Genting.. But i really glad and happy for the celebration party at Sunway. It was really a special celebration and thanks for all the wishes from my friends.

Welcome to Taiwan

From planning, organizing, preparing, and departing, the whole process took about 7 months. I had experience many first times in this trip. For example, first time fly by air, traveling overseas, hot spring, seeing panda and many more. From full of expectation to worries, curiousness, excitement and happiness. This trip was amazing. A picture is worth a thousand words meaning, so lets take a quick tour with the photos below :)

We went to many places in taiwan, first 3 days in taipei,



then we move to kenting,

then tai nan,

follow by pu li , qing jing,

After that is my favourite, he huan shan,

next station : hua lian, tai lu ke.

Hualian Ocean Park,

After that, we went back to taipei. The following destination:
Ji Long, Jiu fen

Zoo taipei, hotspring, taipei 101.

It was really an awesome trip. Thanks kar chun for everything he had contribute in this trip and also who had join this trip. This would definitely be one of my best moment in my life.

Final Sem

Kevin, u did a great job for "inviting" all the course mate to PD trip. It reminds me of the cameron trip last time. I never thought we would have another chance to go for a trip with so many course mates involved. Really thanks to him. He deserves the credits. Its already my final sem in upm. I just starting to get used to the environment, but now i have to say goodbye to it. I do enjoy my time in Uni. Unfortunately, its all coming to an end now. I wonder why some of my friends dislike their life in Uni. I truly cannot understand them. Maybe they haven't experience the "real" working environment out there. In uni, you don't get scold by your boss, you can have afternoon nap anytime you want, you can skip class whenever you want. What i'm talking here is about freedom of life! Everything's gonna be different when you got yourself a permanent job. Everyday from monday to friday, 8am-6pm. And the worst thing is you cant simply change your job even if you don't like it because you got a family to feed. It turns from worst to disaster when a baby pop out in your life! The burden, responsibility is so heavy that you cant even let yourself down for a second.
It terrifies me when i think about my future. Where will i be working? What kind of job? Will there be a job for me? All these uncertainties is drowning me. Plus the pressure from my brother, family expectation. This even worsen the situation. I hate this...

Birthday

Do any of you remember your friend birthday? i mean without jot it down or keep a reminder in your phone. Just depends plainly on your memory. Can you list out at least 10 of them? Its difficult right? Ok, lets try it out.

1. Ching fui -1st of April (this is super easy, April fool).
2. Fuji - 9th of Nov (119 in cantonese is 日日狗. lol. This term is created by ccf).
3. Chin fei - 10th of Nov (correct? i guess is 1 day before or after fuji birthday rite?)
4. Angel - 19 of Nov (1119, similar to fuji birthday)
5. Wai Hong- 17th of May (sorry if i got it wrong, cant find any event to relate to it..tried my best to remember it already.)
6. Pui Yi - 1st of July
7. Pui May -1st of July (yup, twins)
8. Chon Young -26th of Jan (my secondary school buddy)
9. Oon - 13th of June
10. Kar Chun - 13th of Sept (13 is the best number ever..lol)
11. James - ??th of June ( June correct rite? haha)
12. Chee Yuen - 5th of December (One of my best buddy in La Salle)

OK, i got 12. Seriously no cheating here, cross my heart. lolz

Today is 13th of Sept, one of my friend's birthday. We celebrate it at South City there. The funny thing tonight was, the birthday cake was prepared by the birthday kid himself. First, he text a msg to my friend saying that "i buy my own birthday cake, ok?" Then after a while, here came the second text "I bought 1kg, RM55, share k." Our reaction were like =.="""

haha..but at the end, he willing to treat us the cake also. Maybe he was too embarrass to collect the money in front of everyone. lol, just kidding. Thanks ya. Anyway, happy birthday, kc.

N vs N pool tournament

Joon Leong, the noobie

Versus

Oon, the newbie





Cheers :)

Convocation

Its my final year already, so fast. Attended senior convocation yesterday. Cant believe they already graduated. Still remember the day when i first met them in my faculty. We had an introductory session and a lucky draw to choose our direct senior. The memory was still fresh and clear like it happen just a week ago. But yesterday, it makes me realized that it was already 3 years back then. Yesterday was a big day for them. When i saw them wearing their robes, i somehow had a feeling. Its a combination of sad, excited, worry, depress, uncertainty. Graduate is the end of our Uni life, but it is a also a beginning of a new chapter of our life. What are we going to be in future? Are we going to keep in touch? Will we meet again in future? But no matter what happens in the future, i will miss my life in uni for sure, just like i miss my life in secondary school. :) Lastly, congratulations to Daren, Alice and all other seniors. Wish you have a great life ahead.

Update

Finally, internship is done. Wow, I'm still wondering how i manage to survive it. No holiday, no afternoon nap, no games and have to work everyday from 9am to 6pm. I guess the main purpose of internship is for us to understand this cruel world, where we're about to work like slaves, so that we appreciate our time in uni or college. We sacrifice our precious time, our health for this pathetic piece of paper, paycheque. And at the end, we tend to use it to regain our time, our health. Sounds like recycle, isn't it? lol.
There are full of this so called double faces creatures out there. Smile in front of you, stab u at your back. Urghh, that's hurt. The worst thing is, you can't figure out who did it. And even if we know who did it, we still have to smile to them, be good with them so that we can survive in the community. Stick with the group or die alone. Doesn't sounds like we have a choice here. Life.....
Another thing is about this society, really disappointed with it. Robbery, Stealing, rape cases happens everywhere. My mum's friend was nearly dead because of these sick bastards. It happens in a morning last week where she went to buy breakfast for her family. Just the moment she stepped out of her car, a guy from behind strangled her with a rope or something. If she was sent to hospital with just a 5 to 10 minutes later, the pressure in her head will damage her neural system and she probably be dead already. Sooner or later, Malaysia is gonna be like Indonesia, where law enforcement will no longer be able to protect the properties and safety of its citizen.
Just chosen my FYP title last week. Still waiting for the result. Hopefully it wont be too hard. Suppose i have to do some literature review or google it to find out some resources for the titles before i choose any of it. But, due to some unexpected events.....haiz. Nvm, just pray for it. May the force be with me.